Psychological problems 2024, November
Evening. Cinema. Delicious grilled chicken. I transfer it to a large Italian glass plate. Fork on the left, knife on the right. Summer vegetable salad, seasoned with fragrant oil, tossed with a large wooden spoon. Olives and smoked cheese for starters. For dessert - Napoleon. God, how delicious! How not to overeat here? I wash it down with tea with lemon, it is hotly poured over the contented body. Stretching on the couch and squeaking with pleasure
If rats in empty, isolated cages are given a choice of plain tap water or heroin-laden water, they will opt for a drug-laden drink. And they will drink poison until they die. And in the "rat park" (1), where there is an abundance of cheese, colorful balls, tunnels, a lot of space and partners for mating, rodents will prefer water without admixture of dope. People have much the same. Only there are those who are not satisfied with food, entertainment, or sex
I am 39 years old, I grew up in a complete family, where dad is the most honest rules with golden hands, and mom is in charge of everything during the day, and in the evening she bandages my head with a woolen scarf in order to somehow alleviate constant headaches
"The whole history of human development is a process of changing the perception of reality by an observer"
Would you like some tea? - Sveta sat on the edge of the bed and tried to feel the slippers with her foot. - Tea? .. Was it really that bad? You used to like ice cream after sex. Having finally dived into the warm fur of home shoes, Sveta quietly walked into the kitchen, groped the kettle on and froze near the window
My vegetarianism is over. For almost ten years I have not eaten meat, fish, eggs. She gradually abandoned dairy products, leaving only cheese. Of course, I had my own weakness - sushi, which I fell in love with in my first year of university. After the first three years, I allowed myself a boo and rewarded myself with a trip to a sushi restaurant after work. I really liked it, but I never returned to fish
When a child is born, everyone around them says that this is a great happiness. So you become a mother, and you are the happiest … in the opinion of other people. However, for some reason you don't have that very feeling of happiness
I cut off the joy with a knife And dive into the darkness of longing, So that the stray bullet sweetness Crushed my whiskey
Who am I? What do you mean by this question? What do you call yourself? You have a name, but it is nothing more than an empty, meaningless sound
Tomorrow Nastya will turn forty-one. This time she even decided to celebrate her birthday. For the first time in years. Or decades. Nastya never liked holidays. They assumed close people, fun, joy. All this was not in Nastya's life. And she thought it was silly to celebrate loneliness, disappointment and pain. But a lot has changed lately. Life began to improve. What was happening was like a rebirth. And it was worth celebrating
For what such sins to ask the question: Why and why, and why, and why, and why, and why
The room is dark, although the day has begun long ago
Many of us love to gaze at the night sky if we find ourselves on the street or by the window. And if at the same time the spirit of visual people freezes from the beauty and greatness of the spectacle, then the sound person will certainly think about … the meaning of life. Yes, sound engineers have a special relationship with what is above the earth's atmosphere
It is impossible to feel the fullness of life if you feel out of place
Everything is gray, tasteless, colorless
All his life, a person can suffer from depression of varying severity and secrecy, not finding the toggle switch that regularly turns on these states. There is a long list of factors that have long been branded as causes of depression, which are really just causes. There is stress, a lack of positive emotions, and a change in weather, and a lack of sun. Problems or losses in relationships and at work, insomnia and fatigue are also attributed to the causes of depression, in fact, this is only
The sound vector is assigned to its bearer as an inescapable striving to search and comprehend meanings
I don't want to live. I can't live any longer. There is no strength … I am so tired that I cannot get out of bed. And why? Why is this all? It's the same every day. Leave me alone! I want to die. How can others live and enjoy? Why can't I like them? Are they crazy or am I losing my mind? What's wrong with me??? How tired of this falsehood, this noise, this vanity … it is impossible to endure all this running, this empty shallow swarming
“Voices in my head. They exhaust me, do not allow me to live normally. I am already confusing dialogue with the interlocutor and my internal dialogue with them. They sound, sound, sound! It is impossible to run, hide or hide from them. You can't run away from what's inside you. I close myself, at home alone, cover my ears with my hands and … Oh my God! When will it stop! Their impossible cacophony makes you want to jump out the window! I hear voices in my head, what should I do? "
Neuroses, depression, panic attacks and other negative psycho-emotional states are more and more common in people today. Someone blames the stress at work for this, someone blames the poor environment and poor nutrition as the cause. Experts are trying different approaches, but in general, the problem has not yet been solved - depression and panic attacks, as well as various neuroses are becoming the "property" of an increasing number of people
I stand and look at him, so handsome
How quickly can a person die who does not see a future for himself? Who no longer has the strength to believe in the empty-headed mantra "everything will be fine." When "tomorrow" does not promise joy, but threatens with the continuation of hopeless longing, pain, loneliness. When these feelings erode from the inside, leaving an empty blinking shell to exist that is called by your name
It all started so innocently
Do you have suicidal thoughts? Are you discussing them with anyone? Do you have any doubts about this? Read about my experience and see the situation from the inside. “Life is delirium. No exit. The ancestors got it. Best friend is a traitor. Heart? He's gone. Instead, a huge, black hole. Didn't you know that love is pain? The whole world is pain. Set up at every step "
The chatter of connecting wires warned of an approaching train. He was sitting on the bridge with his legs dangling and smiling at something. People passing by did not seem to notice the puny guy sitting on the railing just above the fork in the rails. Throwing back his head, he did not blink, looking somewhere up. The moon was unusually large today, and the sky was pitch black. It was in this blackness that the boy peered with such pleasure
How does postpartum depression manifest itself - apathy, irritability, withdrawal into oneself … Depression after childbirth always catches by surprise, no one thinks about it until the moment when it makes itself felt. When any desire for communication is lost, every sound annoys, and the newborn does not evoke any feelings except the desire to go away, when every next day painfully resembles the previous one, when you, like a robot, do what you should, while thoughts only one thing - to hide
Baphomet, Ahriman, Haborim, Mastema, Moloch, O-Yama, Devil, Shaitan, Apollyon - these are all the names of the Satanic deity among different peoples of the world
With a cry we come into this world, with a cry many of us go through life
Finding Yourself at the End of a Needle Why Become Addicts? “Thank God, I know about what drug addiction is only by hearsay. And I do not understand very well why people do this. After all, it always ends in the same way - with terrible torment and cruel death. And while the addict is alive, his relatives are tormented "
17-year-old Maksim Mosny, who distinguished himself with success in the famous Russian-Ukrainian TV show "The Smartest", hanged himself on the balcony of his own apartment on a wire from a computer. 18-year-old Sergei Reznichenko - a semifinalist of the same TV game - jumped out the window of the institute hostel, leaving a note at parting: "I am God"
Doctor, I have lost the meaning of life
I'm already fifteen. A little more, and I'll finish school, get a certificate of maturity … Funny people, what do they know about maturity! It seems to me that I was born already an adult. How enraged I am by their attitude towards me as a child! What is the use of their adulthood, experience, authority? Earn to feed and clothe? Make sure that I study well, enter a prestigious university?
The closer the night, the darker the soul. The question of the meaning of life torments, but there is no answer. Depression grins scornfully. The same thoughts are spinning in my head: “Let's start with the very fact of birth, meaningless and merciless. I did not ask to be given birth! I feel innocently sentenced to life imprisonment in my own body! "
Heavy autumn sky, full of rains and the first grains of snow. So low that it seems you can reach it with your hand. And with all my body I feel how it presses on my shoulders. It peers into me, showing on its canvas, like a movie projector, what my life is, a life without a goal, without a route, while even migratory birds have reasons for their migrations
We will regret only two things … That we loved little and traveled little
“I have a strong social phobia. Because of this, I don't work, I don't study. I am 25 years old, and I sit on the neck of my parents, I feel like a complete insignificance … "" I don't even go to the hairdresser, because if the master comes across talkative, I will feel constrained all the time. This is some kind of torture - to communicate with an unfamiliar person, to the extent that it jaws "
I'm a coward. I'm afraid of everything: returning home in the evening through the courtyards, walking past noisy companies, talking to a girl I like - life in general. You can't stand up for yourself or your loved ones. I can't hit a person, even if I need to defend myself. They tell me that I am a rag. Nobody takes me seriously. How to survive in this world? How to get rid of cowardice? At the training of Yuri Burlan "System-vector psychology" you can find a way out of this situation
Once again, the ambulance doctor ended the visit with the comforting phrase “cardiogram is normal” and gave me a Valocordin pill
I strongly dislike my own reflection in the mirror! Hands are constantly striving to improve something - to cover up or draw, pull or cover. Imperceptibly thoughts about plastic surgery crept up. Even, maybe, not one … How to start to like yourself and stop chasing a ghostly ideal? And what makes a person really beautiful in the eyes of others?
It seems to you that you are somehow different. That people will notice this and condemn you, will laugh, point fingers, you will become a laughing stock. Because of this fear, you cannot live a normal life. You are afraid of saying something wrong, doing wrong, dressing for the wrong place, sitting on the wrong chair, making the wrong sandwich