The path of self-knowledge: at the bottom of my soul
Today human selfishness has grown so much that substitutes in the definition of God have lost their significance. Religion, this painted coffin of its former greatness, the dummy of society, clinging to tradition, few people need. Truly spiritual people never expected anything worthwhile from her.
What does it mean to know yourself? The depth of the well can be measured with a tape. But how to measure the depth of the soul? And what is the soul? Who am I? What is the meaning of my life? And what is life? Death? The God ? If He is, then why doesn't He give me an answer?..
"Know thyself" - so bequeathed to us by the Ancients. The greatest minds were looking for answers in philosophy, poetry, music, esotericism, mysticism, astrology, physics, alchemy. They were looking for a path to enlightenment, they put self-knowledge at the forefront, but to this day this question is open and did not bring a person one iota closer to answering the question "who am I, why am I?" A physicist expresses God with a formula, a musician - with his spiritual states through vibrations of a string, a poet - in written and oral words, an artist - in an image. But there is no answer. The lack of self-determination in the twentieth century gave rise to a course of closed sects, most of which are marginal, the twenty-first century expressed itself by the total emergence of various psychologies. But in response we hear only the silence of emptiness.
… An exhausted person who has lost the fight with his I comes to the psychologist and says: “You know, my legs lead me to the window, I cannot control myself, help me”. All psychologists have one answer: "I understand you, everything is simple - you have to love yourself!"
This is what modern psychology provides, engaging in persuasion and persuasion. It is absurd, because millions of people a year leave this life without answering just one question "Who am I?" A disappointing conclusion about the results of the work of psychologists involuntarily arises …
Ask any person: "What does it mean to know yourself, what is the purpose of self-knowledge?" Someone will say: “Why are you messing around, you have a profession, children, family. If I were you, I would take care of the family. " Another will be indignant: “Can you explain to me logically what it will give you? Will you become richer or more famous? No, you won't. Then why waste time on all sorts of nonsense? " The third one - tear it off and throw it away: "Vaska, you're out of your mind, look how many women, and what table, we walk until morning, and tomorrow there will be a new day, we'll decide there!" Or another one: “What am I, I don’t know, there are people who are smarter than me, they’ll figure it out.” The fifth, with flapping eyes, enjoying the game and the play of color, will say: "To know yourself means to love in such a way that even dying is not scary!"
Of course, most people are not interested in such questions. Someone suffers from a lack of love and attention, but the first love comes, and the former melancholy is gone. Someone suffers from a lack of an expensive car, but once the cherished keys are in their pocket, and a brand new "swallow" is sparkling under the window, and the grief is forgotten!
But there are special people who, for the first time in the last six thousand years, are differentiated by system-vector psychology. These are people who have a sound vector - the largest of all, whose desires are not directed towards the material values of the physical world. To know oneself, to find a soul in a body and finally to say “I am a human being” - this is the meaning of their life. All the inner strength, the desire of these people is aimed at getting an answer to the question about their I. And nothing else exists.
Today human selfishness has grown so much that substitutes in the definition of God have lost their significance. This is obvious and does not even need proof. Religion, this painted coffin of its former greatness, the dummy of society, clinging to tradition, few people need. Truly spiritual people never expected anything worthwhile from her. Because the magnitude of spiritual desire is so great that a sound person wants to know himself directly, to feel the real Creator, and not His pitiful counterfeit.
Knowing yourself means realizing your essence. Its purpose. Take your destiny. Each person is the same in form, but different in content - innate desires. Quite often we observe how a certain someone, being an eagle, behaves like a mouse or a cat - because this is more pleasing to the eye or useful for a career. As a result, the whole world, our entire common space, receives a mutant killed by life, which is not suitable either to soar high, high in the gray clouds, or to perfectly hunt mice or, on the contrary, masterfully steal grain. And the world is in a huge loss: he forever lost the great eagle, and the eagle himself took the place of some dreamy mouse that climbs the steep slopes of life until the end of his life and tries to fly up …
But such music cannot play for long. Man is such a creature that he agrees to play with life only on one condition: life will be enjoyable. And no one is inclined to suffer endlessly, and our life, in our understanding, is - infinity … Therefore, to know yourself is also to live your life.
At a certain moment, I myself had to experience the feeling of losing a thin thread that connects me with this world. He, the world, has become completely illusory, and the body has become superfluous. I stopped feeling time, day and night changed places, there was no feeling of life, only depression, which I tried to drown out with heavy music and alcohol. I saw no reason to wake up and at the same time could not fall asleep, I stopped communicating, and then a single thought arose …
This is the thought of suicide, from which a chilly cold breathed. Once I suddenly felt the most complete indifference, and under my feet I already felt this icy heat of the last step, unforgettable, light and supple my "cornice". Because everyone has their own "cornice". What then stopped me? I don't know, probably fear.
I never tire of thanking life for this saving fear, because soon I pulled out a lucky ticket - I learned about system-vector psychology. It was the ticket to a conscious life.
System-vector psychology is a technique that enables a sound person to know the world around him and people as himself, and, focusing on the external world, to feel the Divine in himself. For the first time in six thousand years of knowledge of the human soul, we receive an answer to all questions that touch the strings of our psychic, hidden in the unconscious, the absence of which makes us ring with suffering.
… Think, you can keep shouting into the Void about strange and useless days, words, questions. You may think that you can cope on your own, but if so, then why do you sometimes want to get drunk to death or just die?.. Why can't you still forget the feeling of guilt or cope with the complexes that interfere with your life? Why can't you implement an old idea? Where are the roots, where is the beginning of your desires?
It is not worth treating the consequences, it is better to take on the present YOURSELF