In this world, I am an uninvited guest. Everywhere here blows cold …
But even the most talented of us in life are overtaken by a feeling of nagging melancholy in this empty world created with an unknown purpose. Even the most talented of us feel lonely in the crowd and one day they are able to put an end to life - deciding that there is no point in continuing it.
We come into this world naked and alone, and our Brownian movement begins among other people. Among others, we walk blind, as if blindfolded: we part with those who are dear to us, converge with those whom we do not love. And we constantly ask ourselves: “Is there even a drop of meaning in all this? Does it make sense to live?"
Mom, give birth to me back
What is happening to us seems ridiculous and meaningless. Even in childhood, we feel like strangers among our classmates and sometimes we think that it would be better not to be born at all. At best, our friends are books and writing, at worst, heavy metal and drugs. In the system-vector psychology of Yuri Burlan we are called sound scientists.
People with a sound vector are the owners of a unique abstract intelligence, the only ones endowed with the desire to know themselves and the structure of the Universe. Sounds are easy to learn. When we develop a certain knowledge base, when we comprehend what modern science has reached, it is we, sound scientists, who will go on to make new discoveries, put forward new hypotheses and build new theories.
We find ourselves in science, especially in physics, and in the age of the Internet we often become programmers. What we love, of course, brings us pleasure. After all, it’s impossible to compare with anything when you set yourself an abstract mathematical problem and think about it for several days in a row, and at first it seems insoluble to you, and then suddenly this piercing moment of delight comes - this is the solution!
But even the most talented of us in life are overtaken by a feeling of nagging melancholy in this empty world created with an unknown purpose. Even the most talented of us feel lonely in the crowd and one day they are able to put an end to life - deciding that there is no point in continuing it.
Stop the Earth, I'll get off
From childhood, the sound engineer gets used to being alone. Loneliness becomes a safe haven from the ridicule of classmates and misunderstanding of others. “The whole world is against me,” he thinks sometimes. And he deliberately avoids contacts, becomes withdrawn, uncommunicative, throws all his strength into mastering the specialty he chose. Or he rushes into spiritual searches - he reads many books on philosophy and religion, tries to read mantras, do yoga, experiment with sensory deprivation.
The soundman is constantly disturbed by vague questions of life, which sometimes he cannot even articulate clearly, and even more so to ask someone. After all, he has already figured out for himself that the world is hostile, and no one understands it. It adds up to the following thought: "All around are freaks." A vicious circle is formed. Inside himself, he feels himself the most intelligent, but he is not able to express it outwardly by action, because “these little people” will not understand him anyway. He goes deeper into himself and more and more feels the gap between him and this world, becoming a hostage of his own egocentrism.
Internal emptiness tears apart the sound person from the inside. It first immerses a person with a sound vector into a 16-hour sleep, and then falls down with insomnia and endless internal dialogue. Sound is the dominant vector, so the sound engineer cannot stop thinking about why everything is so arranged and what is the meaning of life - just try to drown out the stream of thoughts with heavy music and drugs. Sound deficiencies are the greatest shortages of modern humanity.
Everything in the world is connected
System-vector psychology of Yuri Burlan claims that there are 8 vectors, 8 types of the human psyche. Seven of them have already developed their own types of connections with other people, and therefore they feel their meaning, their purpose in this world. And only the sound vector hasn't done it yet.
So, the skin vector, which stood out earlier than others, as a natural restriction of an additional desire for food, was the first to develop intraspecific connections: a system of material exchange between people, which was transformed into a system of monetary exchange, as well as a system of laws to ensure public safety.
In the anal vector, connections have long been established. The specific role of a person with an anal vector is the collection and transmission of information in time, such a person perfectly realizes himself in the education system and wherever high professionalism and a thorough approach to business is required.
Other vectors - muscular, visual, oral, urethral and olfactory - also occupy their own niche and do not lack connections with other people.
And only in the sound vector, connections with other people are not created. People are not understandable to us and are not pleasant to us.
There is another important sound feature here: unlike the owners of all other vectors, the sound engineer does not value the physical - he is not able to fill himself with money, fame, or honor, he is not interested in what interests everyone else. Only the sound engineer senses the finiteness of life and suspects the existence of its hidden background.
Going out into society, each sound engineer experiences, to a greater or lesser extent, one state: they do not understand me, I do not understand them. He feels like a stranger and detached. The worse his condition, the more hatred and enmity he has. The soundman is faced with the problem of the impossibility of justifying other people - their senseless fidgeting, thoughtless life. And in the same way, he cannot justify himself: why then do I continue to drag out my existence?
As system-vector psychology explains, the catch lies in the fact that the further the sound engineer moves away from other people, moves away from active life in the world, the further he moves away from fulfilling his task, from filling his gaping lack. Just like the owners of the other seven vectors, the sound engineer is given to cognize the meaning and purpose of his life only in connection with other people.
There is a meaning in life. Not mine, individual, own. And the meaning of the whole human species. Even a slight feeling of this simple truth gives an unprecedented surge of energy, life-creation, returns the desire to live.
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