People, everything is clear with you, call the elder. I want to talk to God
I want to take away everything outside and be somewhere in space. One on one with your real desire. Find yourself in a dimensionless, timeless space and soar in it. It’s as if I have a completely weightless body, and it doesn’t need to eat, drink, breathe or even sleep … Nothing will bother me here and only my pure consciousness will remain. And when I concentrate strongly, strongly, I will be able to change it to such an extent that a secret will be revealed to me (and is it not for the same purpose that all the spiritual practices that are so popular in our time were invented?)
"I do not want. I do not want. I do not want. I do not want anything". From these phrases, you can write a sixty-volume novel. It will become a bestseller and sell for quotes. It can be re-read endlessly, each time finding something new in it. I will never get bored with it - after all, it's about me. From word to word. He is about me during the day, he is about me at night. It has the answer to every thought that comes into my head.
Life is like a dream
From the outside it may seem that I like to sleep. Because I always seem to want it. In fact, this is not the case. It's just that when I am awake, I am in the real world. And I do not want this for sure.
And the body doesn't ask. It is, and it somehow lives. It is awake: eating, drinking, breathing, dressing, talking, sometimes having sex. And - how good it is - sometimes he sleeps! At this moment, it is easiest for us to get along with him. Therefore, we have an unspoken consensus: I endure as long as it “lives”, but for my sake it sleeps more than it should.
This is not to say that I like to sleep. I just do not like not to sleep more.
It wasn't always this way
I remember when I was a child it seemed to me that adults knew some secret. Everything that surrounds seemed to be a decoration. And there was a feeling that the present was hidden somewhere. And for some reason it is not customary to talk about him. Apparently, this is some kind of "adult" secret, and it must be kept. How else to explain that adults talk to each other about cutlets, boots, shampoo and other people? And they never talk about something important, at least in my presence?
I wanted to become privy to the secret and asked “non-childish” questions: “Where is the Earth from? I am what? What is this mechanism and why is it created? Who came up with what I say, but, for example, there are no flowers? Why does he who created me need flowers? And what are the stars? What is Space and what is it for? Yes, the abyss overhead attracted more than a huge children's toy store …
But nobody answered me. And then I decided that it was just too early for me to know about it. But when I become an adult …
Search. Start
And in order to become a truly adult, you need to master a lot of knowledge. To do this, people go first to school, then to college, and then get a job.
I thought that at school we are being prepared for the knowledge of that very secret. And she taught different subjects there - biology, physics, chemistry, geometry. But somehow there was always a feeling that the truth was slipping away. It's amazing, of course, how a person could describe the properties of sunlight with formulas, but it was still not the same. Why do I need a description of the effects when I want to understand the cause? Where did light come from and why?
There was no answer in educational institutions. There was no sense anywhere.
People, everything is clear with you
Then, by all indications, having finally become an adult, but without knowing the secret, I constantly tried to find out how other people solved this issue for themselves. What is their answer? It took a long time before it finally dawned on me - they don't know. But, as it turned out later, it was not the worst thing. The most discouraging thing was that they don't even look for - they don't have this question! Can you imagine?
It turns out that when they say that you need to go to school, get an education, and then work - this is not for revealing the meaning of our life and learning the secrets of the universe. It's just to eat, drink, sleep, get emotions, shop and then talk about it all. About cutlets, salads, new boots, repairs, vacations in Turkey, colleagues, “those” and “wrong” wives and husbands … They are serious, can you imagine? This is not a decoration, for those around it this is the present, for them there is only this, and they do not need anything else!
What should I do? I don’t want to talk about it all my life! I also eat cutlets, I love the sea, sometimes I get annoyed with people on the bus, I even fall in love sometimes, but why talk so much about it? How can one speak and think only about all this, and about the MAIN - what is the purpose of this world - not to think and not speak?
Search. Continuation
Now what? It is clear that people cannot answer my questions. A suspicion arose and began to grow stronger that no one on Earth could explain why all this was created. Biologists and physicians have studied the human body in detail. Scientists discovered the laws of physics, chemistry and gravity. Spiritual practices are a dime a dozen. No answer.
But he is somewhere, he cannot but be! Someone created all this for something! Darwin's theory of evolution perfectly explains the development of life on Earth, but the electrical discharges that supposedly eventually gave rise to a living cell came from somewhere!
Where have you not looked yet? In psychology? And if I can understand how people are mentally arranged? Maybe I will slightly open the veil of the secrets of the universe, man is the crown of nature?
No answer
In the process of studying the concepts available about psychology, it became clear that there is no exact knowledge about the human mental. Here physics as scientific knowledge - with formulated postulates and formulas describing phenomena - is. There are observed recurring predicted manifestations of a particular physical law. We know that, for example, when a certain amount of matter explodes, a certain amount of energy will be released.
And what about psychology? There are trends, trends, opinions, insane asylums and clinics of neuroses. And a unified, fundamental knowledge that explains in detail the structure of the human psyche has not yet been discovered. So that it was like in physics: there is a law - there is a manifestation, there is a formula - everything can be calculated and one hundred percent predicted or prevented. People often go to different specialists for years to no avail. There is no understanding in the world of what and in what case a particular person needs from a psychological point of view.
My wish
In parallel with this fruitless search, a feeling of dislike for everything began to grow, a feeling that I did not want anything. If we remove all this noise from the outside, these opinions, their own and imposed by someone desires, emotions, aspirations, these buildings, cars, colors, smells, ideas about good and bad, I will remain in one, "pure" state - I am nothing of this I do not want "earthly".
I want another more and more. I usually don’t realize this, because it’s hard to realize what you want when there are countless (sixty volumes!) Around that you definitely don’t want. But it all the same from somewhere inside reminds of itself with constant longing and persistent feeling of meaninglessness of what is happening.
Change consciousness
Therefore, I want to take away everything that is outside and be somewhere in space. One on one with your real desire. Find yourself in a dimensionless, timeless space and soar in it. It’s as if I have a completely weightless body, and it doesn’t need to eat, drink, breathe or even sleep … Nothing will bother me here and only my pure consciousness will remain. And when I concentrate strongly, strongly, I will be able to change it to such an extent that a secret will be revealed to me (and is it not for the same purpose that all the spiritual practices that are so popular in our time were invented?)
Everything else starts to matter less and less. And if people cannot answer me my questions, then I have no need to communicate with them. Now I only want to talk to God.
Paradox
This is a very strange desire, right? Unearthly.
Here a man says: "The soul asks for a holiday." And he goes with a noisy crowd to have fun, sing and dance. That person wants a family. And he gets married, has children. That one wants love - and loves sand, flowers, dogs and even people. They can fulfill their desires on this planet. And what do I do - I want to talk to God!
He's not here. He has no reception departments here, offices in different cities, there is no appointment by the hour. I will not meet him in a cafe, on the street or in another country. When I come to church, I find images of saints, ceremonies and people-priests there. I can talk to the images and people there, but I still can't talk to Him. Of course, I can turn to him, but I won't hear him in response (and if I do, then those around me will probably be very wary of these voices in my head). Why would I want such a desire then? What should I do with him here? Not otherwise a mistake, and I needed to go to another planet …
Unbearable suffering
I want to go there, but I should be here. Why? Because my body is in my way. With him I will never be able to get to the place where God lives, and I will not be able to wait there for a conversation with him as long as necessary - the body has many desires incompatible with this plan.
It bothers me more and more and interferes. It constantly wants something, it needs to be fed, clothed, it sometimes hurts, for the sake of its needs you need to communicate with people. But they cannot fulfill my desire, they cannot explain what the meaning of their and my life is, they do not even crave a conversation with God about it!
Moreover, the bodies of other people arrange wars, inflict pain and suffering on each other, in a word, they somehow live in a strange way. So why do I need it? Every day I want to fix this mistake more and more - I want to get rid of it. In common psychology, this is called suicidal thoughts.
Found it
I came to Yuri Burlan's training on System-Vector Psychology, continuing to search for the meaning of life on Earth. But I didn't know that then. More precisely, she did not realize. I didn’t realize that I was conducting the same constant sound search for meaning described above. Now everything is simple and clear, after it was gradually revealed during the training.
We studied skin, anal and other vectors in order. It was discovery after discovery - here were the answers to all the questions that I have ever had about myself and other people. Are we born the same? Or are we born with different desires and qualities? Why does someone become an outstanding businessman, someone invents the wheel, someone devotes their lives to helping those in need, someone becomes a criminal, and someone writes brilliant literary and musical works? Finally, here it is all here, in one place!
But I still expected more. And (finally!) Waited. In the classroom on the sound vector.
Why depression?
In sound classes, I learned that just as a person with a skin vector is given the speed and flexibility of thinking and body to achieve material and career heights, just as a person with an anal vector is given a phenomenal memory for memorizing the smallest details and colossal patience for systematization and transmission to future generations experience and knowledge accumulated by humanity, people with a sound vector are given an innate desire to find the meaning of life, to learn the secret of the universe. And for this they are given super-powerful abstract intelligence.
I learned that we, sound specialists, are 5% of the total number of people on the planet (oh, I'm not the only one so "abnormal", there are hundreds of millions of us, completely normal!).
Despite the fact that in a person the sound vector is combined with at least one, and more often with several other vectors, getting an answer to the question of the meaning of life becomes over time the main desire. This is because it is naturally dominant. If it is not fulfilled, all the “empty” desires of other vectors begin to irritate and lead to the desire to get rid of them. You want to want nothing, because nothing gives you joy - the main desire is not fulfilled.
And a sound desire in a person cannot be filled if he is unable to concentrate and give birth to ingenious thought forms with his most powerful abstract intellect. As did outstanding scientists who made breakthroughs in the sciences, poets and musicians who created works of genius.
One of the reasons why the sounder's ability to concentrate is impaired is due to a cry that traumatizes his sensitive ear. It is painful for a small sound player to hear loud sounds or offensive meanings. His sensitive ears hurt. Words and screams traumatize his soul. Unconsciously, he defends himself, minimizes contact with the outside world, from which it hurts and noisy - he withdraws into himself. Then, in adolescence, he begins to fence himself off from the outside world with a wall of deafening music in headphones. And all natural talents are wasted.
It becomes very difficult for the traumatized owner of the sound vector, who has withdrawn into himself, to realize his innate property - in the potential a brilliant abstract mind, because genius thought forms can only be born by focusing outward. Not on yourself, but on people, in the outside world. But it doesn't go outside - it hurt there (loudly). And the unfulfilled volume of the greatest desire, locked in the cranium, begins to cause unbearable mental suffering - much more than the unfulfilled desire in any of the other vectors.
Looking for God in the wrong place
Yuri Burlan
Yuri Burlan also explained that sound people sometimes want to get rid of the body and throw it out the window, not because they want to end their life, but because they want to get rid of this unbearable suffering - the impossibility (as it seems to them) to fulfill their desire on Earth. They think they can continue their life there, on the other side of this life, and finally, they can soar in zero gravity and speak with God. When the body finally stops limiting them, it stops preventing them from getting answers to all their questions.
It is absolutely impossible to do this. With the death of the body, the infinite and immortal consciousness is not liberated, it dies along with the body, passing through endless suffering. Because by depriving ourselves of life in the desire to get rid of sound suffering, we violate natural law.
You can't get to God through the back door. There is another way to it.
In general, I also realized that I was looking for God only when Yuri Burlan said that I was looking for him in the wrong place. That inside myself, inside my even cleared of all "earthly" consciousness, I will not find God, he is not somewhere inside me. Wanting to comprehend the secret of the universe and not finding an answer among people, focusing on oneself, it is useless to demand the author's ideas as interlocutors. It doesn't work that way.
Give me a foothold and I'll turn the globe
Archimedes
When the study of all eight vectors was over, it became clear that a single, fundamental knowledge, which explains in detail the structure of the human psyche, now already exists. We can pinpoint exactly what drives each person in this world. What are his natural desires, abilities and talents. To what level did he manage to develop them, which will hinder or help him to be in demand, socially realized, and therefore happy.
Yes, an unexpected discovery awaits the sound specialists at the training. That their enjoyment of life also lies in other people. Moreover, the volume of sound desire that grows from generation to generation can no longer be filled through scientific discoveries, music and literature. The time is coming for the first step of people towards God on Earth. And it is the sound people who will take this first step through focusing on others.
Can you imagine what a surprise for a catastrophically egocentric, feeling like a chosen one (he also feels that he is smarter than many)? I wanted to talk with God, but I had to focus on people who do not even seek God, and from whom he further and further distanced himself, reducing communication to a minimum when absolutely necessary! But this is exactly the case. The sound engineer will not find God inside himself, he can only be comprehended through the realization of other people.
And it is precisely the sound specialists who are given such a powerful abstract intelligence, using the properties of which in full, they will be able to assemble the human psychic, like a puzzle into a single picture, and already at a conscious level to reveal human nature in full. The fulcrum will be the knowledge of system-vector psychology by Yuri Burlan. Knowing the elements that make up the mosaic of the human psychic, sound scientists will take this step forward and thereby completely turn the thinking of future generations.
A tough job ahead. But for the realization of each of his desires, for his correctly directed work, a person is rewarded with pleasure. It is him that each of us is constantly subconsciously looking for. The soundman with the strangest desire on Earth and the strongest in terms of volume is destined for the most powerful pleasure possible. Life is given to us in order to experience it using innate talents. Perhaps it's worth it.
Everyone can know
Do you also feel like strangers in this world? Do you feel the senselessness of what is happening around? Do you think that you were created in a very special way, that you entered this world by mistake and do not understand how to find your place in it? At the training in system-vector psychology, thousands of people realized their innate desires, abilities and talents and completely got rid of unconscious, unsuccessfully acquired attitudes that prevent them from enjoying life and found what they were looking for - Sense.
“Many trends in psychology now resemble the opinions of blind sages who were allowed to touch the elephant from different sides and draw a conclusion about what the elephant is. System-vector psychology provides voluminous and deep knowledge about a person and society. It does not cancel any of the directions in psychology, but allows you to see the grounds, criteria and limits of their application.
Why do different people show different symptoms for the same exposure? Everyone knows that it is a matter of personality traits. In which? System-vector psychology makes it possible with mathematical precision to determine mental characteristics, strengths and weaknesses in a person, correct pathology and find ways of the best possible development."
Tatiana S., Gomel, Belarus Read the full text of the result
“Before the training, I had a terrible annoyance - I was annoyed by everything at work, I was annoyed by everything. I had a lot of envy at work for people whom I considered more successful than me, and this annoyed me greatly. I believed that they were dumber than me, they knew less and could do that than I did, but they got more than me. And this injustice was finishing me. This state of affairs was exhausting me, and I could not work normally.
After the training, all the irritation at work and at home went away. I saw many other opportunities for myself, and my anger and envy disappeared. I work quietly now. Not even calm, but I'm just rushing from work. I have so much desire and strength to work that I complete my monthly plan in half a month and even faster. Now I can't sit idle at work for a minute, I have to do and do."
Alina Sh., Omsk Read the full text of the result
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